Happy New Year! 2019. Is it just me or are the years flying by faster and faster? I’ve never been big on New Year celebrations. Often staying up until midnight on New Year’s Eve was the big accomplishment! When my drinking started to become a problem I would strive to hide it. New Years Eve was a sober night because I was around people. Now I hang out with my crazy Lighthouse family. We have a lot of great, sober fun until 12:01…then its home to bed. I’m getting old. Is it just me or are the years flying by faster and faster? Oh, I already asked that. Hmmmm. See. Senility?
I’m writing in the early afternoon of New Year’s Day. Usually I would be watching a college bowl game. That’s usually how I spend this day. But today I’ve taken a little time with God. I’m very grateful to Him. I’m grateful for so much: Faith, sobriety, recovery, Beth, family, friends. I’m grateful for a life with purpose and a ministry that gives me one crazy adventure after another and a front row seat to see God change lives. I’m also grateful for ice cream, but that’s a problem I may need to address in this new year, 2019. Maybe.
Mostly I’m grateful that God never, never gives up on us. On you. Never. God’s grace is amazing, transforming, baffling and yet recognizable. I see it all the time. In moments when there is struggle inside me or a desire to return to the old ways of coping and dealing with life. In moments when someone I love is hurting and I can’t do anything but pray. Recognizable, even when the broken, the brokenhearted, the downtrodden, the drunk and the user come on their knees and ask, “am I beyond help and love?” Maybe that’s when I recognize God’s baffling, but incredible, shocking and radical grace the most. Why? Because I was there once, and I’m not today. Thank you, Jesus!
God’s grace! Baffling? Indeed! Amazing? Yes! Certain and available to you? Absolutely! That’s what I want you to know. God’s grace is available to you today and in this new year. His mercies are new every day and He loves you more than you will ever know or understand. Baffling, huh?
Happy New Year. I pray that you will be confused, shocked, and blown away this year by God’s unconditional love and grace. And maybe even experience some moments of rest in His presence and goodness, like I am today. God is good. Hmmm. I think its time for some ice cream. Yes, it’s going to be a good year!
See you at the Lighthouse.